Friday, October 31, 2003
7:13 PM
this week has been really tiring. first was ac games.. then came the fund raising for fun-o-rama. our class sold roasted marshmallows.. and we barbecued them in school. being the usual clever mich, i decided to make use of the movie under the stars thingy to make money. haha. we were selling marshmallows from 5 to 9.30 pm. really tired man. me and paulus were just so bored of selling that we went to play tennis halfway. hahaha. really fun and funny coz paulus kept hitting the ball out of the court. we lost one ball. oh well.. the tennis pple said it doesn't matter.
today we had a bad start. the fire was bad and many marshmallows caught fire. towards the end even the newspaper caught fire and i got to sacrifice my water to put it out. apparently after we cleared everything and dumped the thrash into the bin.. the bin caught fire. hahaha. so funny. luckily some helpful pple helped us clear it. thanx pal! =)
at least we made some profits from selling roasted marshmallows.. not too bad.. and i managed to persuade mr lim to donate $20 to the class. haha. hmm... one bad thing about fund raising is that i got to beg pple to buy marshmallows. it just seems that not everyone eats marshmallows. oh well. frankly speaking, i don't really like it either. haha.
hmm.... some interesting things happened and i just can't get it off my mind. man.. maybe it's just me. ok.. i should just stop thinking about it.
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
10:10 PM
these few days have been bad for me. the fun-o-rama thing is finally getting somewhere. the tension in class today was so great. i almost broke down. paulus tried to lighten the mood by drawing a smiley face on the board.. but it did not help much.
she hates me even more after yesterday. what was i supposed to do? i couldn't possibly take all the rap right? talked to paulus for a while... i guessed he knows how it feels to be in my shoes.. but there's nothing much he could do about it. felt a little better to be able to talk to someone rational.. but now i feel worse. i feel like talking to someone.. someone not from my class.. someone who will just tell me the solution.. but i don't know who's that someone.
for a moment i was angry at her... but now im angry with myself. why did i do that? why do i even care? is it my fault? she is making me feeling bad. but i know she's probably feeling worse than me.
anw.. thank you paulus for lending me your ears and sharing your thoughts.
Monday, October 27, 2003
9:19 PM
had ac games today. really tired now. not that i played alot.. but that im just feeling listless. probably it's because of the pw yesterday.. slept for only 5 hours and i sacrificed my arsenal match for it! damn.. no wonder arsenal only managed to draw. switch on the tv and happened to catch henry's free kick. man.. if i watched the whole match... they might have won. haha.
lost captain's ball. damn la. i just realised i make a bad guard. i can't jump high for goodness sake. think kenneth is much better than me. anw.. kenneth just made a blunt comment again. as usual. used to it la. won bridge.. haha.. shockingly. i thought we would lose to the arts class. me and sumin make a pretty good pair i guess. she was so scared when i beat 4 hearts. haha. but we won in the end. hey.. have some faith in me ya.. i know what im doing. so lucky that we managed to replay the first game cos it sucked totally. haha. my cards were like crap. think i should work on the telepathy thing with sumin and so that we can go win more bridge games. hahaha.
im so glad that we finally handed in the pw report. it has been sitting on my nerves since the start of term 4. kai's group had some technical prob and i went to save them. haha. kai.. you owe me man. i just can't wait to submit that stupid gpf as well as get over with the oral presentation. pw sux.
Sunday, October 26, 2003
11:41 AM
hmm... this long weekend was pretty eventful. bought the pair of star earrings which i was looking for and the pair of kappa stick-stick-stick shoe!! (yes i know it's velcro.. i just like to call it stick-stick-stick) shopping rox!! =) went out with the mg pple after sats yesterday. chua and sumin had a little tension which scared me for a while. man.. i almost tot sumin would kill her.
heard from sui that mei said the cake that we baked wasn't that nice. i bet the crust must be super crispy.. just that sui's lemon filling on the top spoilt it la. hahaha. =P. i think when mei brings the cake to sch on monday.. i will be hesistant to try it. hahaha. fun o rama is just so tedious. i think i talk to some pple on monday. really disappointed with the class man.
anw.. man utd lost last night!! hahaha. (deb.. don't be too upset ya?) hope arsenal wins tonight!! then they can extend their lead. go arsenal!! =)
oh crap.. just remember that tmr is the deadline for pw report. i think pw is purposely created to irriatate pple. better go sort it out now. argh.
Thursday, October 23, 2003
10:57 PM
today is the most embarrassing day of my life man. mei, kai and i planned to zao sats halfway to go to a classmate's place to help her out in baking. (btw... i didn't cause an explosion in her kitchen). all of us were just dying of boredom when she suddenly leave the room. everyone just started packing their bags and ran out from the back door. me and mei was decided that we should just leave and told kai to pack her stuffs. stupid kai was hesistant about it. finally we decided to just leave without kai and the stupid lecturer came in. damn. we just sat down at the nearest seat and the whole lecture starting laughing. oh man. how damn embarrassing. think that woman was pissed.. she was like "if you find it boring.. you can leave if you want." man.. im sure i would la. mei is damn cute la.. before that she still put up her hand honestly, indicating that she's the next to anwser.
man... i was just laughing like crap in the lt. in the end we stayed till the end. i know she's pissed. but what can i do? it's just super long.. and draggy. it's just so painful to sit at the lecture theatre for 2 1/2 hours after school. it's just too torturing.
anw.. got like the fifth heart attack of the week today. this made me realised something.. when you don't have much expectation for something... the greater you will get in return.
Monday, October 20, 2003
9:56 PM
today is really really eventful. i had like free lessons until 11am... complete waste of time. fell asleep during chapel while standing.. lost my balance and almost fell. went to starbucks for some coffee after that... man.. you won't believe what happened. ok... me, kai and asilah made a promise that we will not tell anyone about it. but i told paulus and diyanah la. haha. but those are the only 2 pple i would tell. this is something i will always remember during my ac days. haha.
econs lect was funny... me and siwei was laughing about it after training. so cute. the lecturer is corny man! siwei said he thinks we are gonna play some auction game next week. haha. dumb. the thing about econs lect is that everytime u go for lecture, you realised that the population is decreasing.. coz many pple are dropping econs. haha. i wonder what the population would be like next year. man.. i'll never drop econs.
man... i guess i must be flushing after lunch coz the unexpected appeared. man.. this few days have been good. hahaha. man... june found out. luckily she didn't do anything crazy. or i would have just find a hole and hide myself. i almost died during SATS... partly because i couldn't breathe. haha. just too shocked after lunch.
after SATS i saw that ego king. man.. he and his partner are just indulged in their own narcissism. they can be crown as the ego king of ac man.
i couldn't breathe again. but that was during training. jiao lian made us do all the crazy stretches and sprints. it wasn't demanding.. i guess im just super unfit now. im looking forward to ac games. i just wanna play and forget about everything.
Life is beautiful. I love going to school. *grinz*
Sunday, October 19, 2003
2:17 PM
finally.. open house is over!! man.. being the tour guide really sux. by the way... my supposedly "damn chio" partner didn't turn up.. so till now.. i still don't know who she is. haha. -not interested-
open house was generally fun. didn't know ac has a viewing gallery until friday. haha. it's really cool. i think it's the nicest place in ac. was running all over the place.. no wonder my muscles were aching yesterday. oh well... this just prove that it's been a long long time since i last trained. saw this cute guy during open house... i think he really really looks like this person. *grinz*
yesterday was really a good day cos arsenal won chelsea!! yay!!! went to swenson's for supper after that with big kor n company. had the first earthquake in my life!! hahaha. ok... i know im kinda slow.. but you need at least 4 pple to eat an earthquake. man.. i love swensons. *grinz*
Friday, October 17, 2003
7:01 PM
sad to say... i lost my perfect eyesight. i realised that i could no longer figure out what the words on the projector screen are and today i can't even see paulus' face when he was just a few metres away. sigh... i surrender to short sightedness. perhaps it's all the movies, computer, mugging and tv that caused this. (btw.. i never read so this explains why it took me so long to get short sighted.)
oh well... as asilah termed it, i guess i may have "selective sight", where i just see what i want to see. well.. that's true.. especially after i came to jc. haha. im just oblivious to some things around me. i guess it's because i never paid attention to them, that's why i tend to miss out on things.
anw... today is pretty much a good day. had a pleasant surprise this morning. haha. oh ya... sumin, i BREATHED. i guess some of you probably knew what i'm talking about... so yeah.. some things... you know i know.. is good enough. don't have to let the whole world knows ya? haha.
had the stupid open house tour today. can't believe im being the tour guide for tmr's open house. i will just probably get lost in sch. my partner is supposedly a "damn chio" girl.. as termed by some guy. oh well... i'll see her tmr and then i'll judge. haha.
im pretty proud of myself coz i realised that i've contributed or will be contributing a part for open house, for both college as well as track. =) was putting up the track board today... it looked really great now... better go check it out pple!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
9:28 PM
post- promos cirriculums are really a waste of time. man.. they should have like 10 periods of PE and put mother tongues after school or something. kai, asilah n I went to holland v today during our self proclaimed free block. should have called paulus along. but then again, skipping too much chinese is unhealthy for him.
asilah actually believed that kai's dad owns lido. haha. im good man. we went back to school for bio lect and SAT. man.. complete waste of time. i almost died in the LT. thanx to paulus and kenneth's lameness that kept me alive. man.. they are really creative. i bet their PW group would excel. (btw.. both ken n paulus are in the same group) haha... i wonder what happens during each of their PW sessions.
after the stupid draggy SAT lect.. i went to help the track team to prepare for the open house. man.. the guys can't draw for nuts. haha. me and maria was practically laughing our heads off and trying to salvage it. siwei and i was just mocking at each other... did nothing much but at least i did something.
man.. think im falling sick. this is a sign. maybe i should not go to school tomorrow.
Saturday, October 11, 2003
1:14 PM
yesterday june and szeki came to my house and we watched the classic. haha. it was really classic man. surprisingly, this is the first time i find a korean movie good. haha. but i guessed the plot and june started screaming. thanx to all the little bits and pieces she kept telling us about the movie. haha.
after dinner, i helped my mum to making mango pudding. man... i was there scrapping off the mango skins. haven't tried them yet. but i got a feeling they suck. coz my mum mixed it with durain ice cream instead of mango ice cream. YUCK. i hate durian.
damn boring.. im waiting for diyanah's call. where is she. man.. she woke me up this morning... hello girl.. you haven't replied my msg. i think my cuz wants to appeal to ac thru cross and dragon boat. hmm.. will ask paulus and this guy from my og. ok.... hope i remember. but i think i should ask her or her sis first.
Friday, October 10, 2003
10:41 AM
im supposed to be at the baccaleurate service now.. but obviously im not. kinda regret it coz this the last time im gonna see the j2s... oh well. i chose to head back to lala land. promos finally over.. and i caught infernal II yesterday. it was brilliant. but after watching it.. i realised that i didn't really understand infernal I. or that i did. but i forgot all about it. i realised im a person with a short memory span. same for the case for lord of the rings.
oh ya... have you heard of my greatest dream? it is to own a dvd libray with my brothers... we'll have an annual movie marathon where we just watch all the greatest movies ever. each of us are supposed to contribute to the library and the one who buys the lousy show would not have a say for the movies watched during the marathon. (by the way... me and my big bro already know decided upon that person would be my 2nd bro) haha.
ok... sounds stupid. but i think it's a pretty cool thing to do. it is something like a reunion... and also a family gathering as well as entertainment.. reviewing of all the great movies watched. since everyone is so busy with our lives.. we seldom have quality time to really sit together as a family and talk. the dvd library idea is brilliant. that's one of my childish dreams. haha.
of coz... to have a dvd library... it means we need to have a big screen and good sound system. of coz.. i've got all planned out. a huge room in my parent's home.. where our dvd library is at the side... the screen in the front.. the stereos surrounding the entire room... and a huge... comfortable sofa... or make it 3.... and a refrigerator... for us to stock up!!! yupz... at my parents home... so they can use it all the time.... and we'll always go back n visit them (as well as the movies) haha. yupz... that's just my dream la... perhaps someone can start waking me up from lala land. hahah.
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
4:10 PM
i tot the papers would kill me.. but i realised that they ain't that tough if i had put in my heart and soul to mug for it. but i didn't. i took my bio paper today. this is the first time i went to an examination aiming for a pass... or even an AO pass. shame on you mich! how could you aim so low? or did you even aim? or well... i studied.. what i thought is important.. managed to do the paper.. but what annoyed me most is that i had no time to finish my essay... thanks to that stupid genetic diagram. i wasted my time figuring it out.. and in the end i got it wrong. oh well... dumb. should have just gone straight ahead. i studied for that essay. i could have gotten at least 15/20. damn.
oh well.. it's over. can't be bothered by it anymore. econs is on thurs.. last paper. im just wondering when will i pick up my tys n start doing. definitely not now. perhaps later. or even tmr. *grinz* (chao slacker ya?) well.. im incurring an opportunity cost here. haha.
my friend just gave me this person's blog add. oh well.. she was like.. you want it right? i didn't really want to read it... coz i knew i won't understand. well... it just reveals what we don't know about the person... and at least i found out some information from it. haha. by the way.. don't bother figuring out who's that person. you won't know. you might though. haha.
ok.... waiting for promos to end... officially. haha. meanwhile... slack... n do some mcqs later. =)
Friday, October 03, 2003
8:00 PM
the weather is killing me. it's freaking hot. or is it just me?
oh man... i studied nothing this afternoon. just slack it away. caught amazing race and was moved to tears when they called their families. ok i know... im too soft (unexpected from me right?) managed to catch my all time fav movie on star movies. man.. i think i must buy it's soundtrack. i really love the songs in it.. but i doubt i could find it. it's like a decade ago =( oh well.. im melting. i need an ice cold bath.
well... let me make a list of the movies that i ought to catch after promos:
1) Infernal Affairs II
2) SecondHand Lions
can be considered list:
1) Turn left turn right
2) The Italian job
3) Sinbad?! ahhaahahahah
waiting eagerly for:
1) LORD OF THE RINGS!!!!! =)
it's pretty shocking to see 2 chinese movies in my list... coz i never really like to watch movies in other languages other than comprehensible english. oh well... the last chinese movies that i watched was infernal affairs I. it was good. that's why i wanna watch II, but there's no more andy lau n tony leung. sigh. it just seems like there's no particular must watch movies now.... maybe it's just time for shopping!! hahaha. ok.
best movies caught this year (so far):
1) 2 fast 2 furious (but no vin diesel !!)
2) S.W.A.T
3) Pirates of the Carribean
4) The Extraordinary League of Gentlemen
5) Hot Chick
6) The recruit
hmm ok... there's more to come. i think i really contributed a lot to singapore's movie industry. haha. i shall make anothing list on my all time fav movies. haha.
2:23 PM
yes!!!! friday is finally here!! my fav day of the week =) today i had my chem paper. it was not super duper tough as i expected. but it's bad enough. ok.. i don't think i should have any high expectations for my promos.. after all.. i didn't mug like there was no tomorrow. (btw.. my definition for a pass is to get at least a C.. except for gp n bio.. but then again.. of coz i do hope i can get at least a C for them)
ok.. maybe i should just stop being NATO (no action talk only) and really get down to serious business. i have to start mugging for bio promos. yes. 4 days intensive bio. (i hope i'll survive through it)
oh well.. enough of promos. i went to cut my hair today. my pony is not growing. im getting irritated by my difficult-to-manage and look-like-crap-when-i-dont-tie hair. this probably explains why i had short hair for the past 16+ years of my life. i think my new hairstyle looks weird... maybe im just not used to it. sigh.. im just waiting for promos to end. i can't stand that stupid gay. he dampens everyone's mood. i hope he is not the invigillator of my last paper. the whole hall will just scream at him. and can everyone just learn to write their index no. ACCURATELY on every piece of paper? and pls shade the no. 0 before ya index on the OAS. thank you.