Saturday, January 31, 2004
3:01 PM
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
every little thing you do - westlife
sometimes it's the little things that we do that makes us happy. and it's also the little things that we do which gives us away. it's the simple things that pple do for us that touches us. it's the simple friendship that we have that makes us treasure. it's the simple love that we share that brings us together.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
11:17 PM
tell me if im dumb
i think im dumb.. so dumb until i can't stand myself. it's like i can't suppress my reactions to some things at times. it's makes no sense.. i can be a real stoic... or just some bimbo shouting out loud. crap. anw.. i think im so dumb that this guy just looked straight into my eyes today. oh man. grow up mich.
next, i tot it was marc's birthday coz i saw that card.. without realising that it's everyone's birthday today. to think i even wanted to wish him happy birthday. i think that conversation must have just made him think that im dumb.
and i was "conned" by my dad today. he offered to pick me up after training and then he would send me to my grandmother's place all the way in kebamgan to join my mum cos he got to rush to some dinner at expo. ok.. so it started pouring.. and i thought to myself that im fated to go to the east. then we were caught in the jam at PIE for half an hour. my dad says that i should just join him for his dinner at expo... or that i would have to take a train down to my grandmother's place. so i joined him for his dinner. it's some buddhist thing and the food were vegetarian. seriously... vegetarian food are NOT healthy. really. so i was there in my pe shirt.. tired and hungry for training... munching on the peanuts. so that thing started.. and the food came at only 8.30pm. my dad promised me that he would just eat 3 dishes and leave at nine. but then in the end we had 6 dishes and left at ten despite my constant hintings to him. he claimed that he did not look at his watch.
in conclusion, it's not a very good day. and i think i getting sick-er.
Sunday, January 25, 2004
11:33 AM
quote of the day:
"you can either see it as roses have thorns or thorns has roses".
Thursday, January 22, 2004
7:04 PM
hey folks.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =) i LOVE chinese new year. it's such a happy occassion!!
just came back from visiting. wah.. so tired and boring. saw my cousin after like 5 years?! whoa he totally changed. but well.. me too i guessed. we just shocked each other la. haha. he reminds me of some guy from my school.. oh well.. maybe it's the hair and dressing. glad that i could catch up with my cuz.
oh i have this niece by the name of alexis. she's so cute!! she's only 1 1/2 years and how big la. so tall.. like some 4 yr old kid. haha. saw so many nieces and nephews today. i feel so old. haha. oh i got this cousin who's in rj now. man.. didn't know she's a gep-er. so smart.
saw yan'an at the restaurant today. what a coincidence. haha. happy new year dear! oh well.. got a party later at my uncle's place.. man.. i ate so much. im so fat now. damn damn. stop eating mich. haha.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
4:44 PM
quote of the day:
"a smile is a curve which sets all things straight." =)
plus your happiness
minus your sadness
times your knowledge
divide your share
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
8:52 PM
i went for bball today!! im like some pri sch kid.. getting so exciting and nervous. oh well.. it was ok. except for the fact that i fell twice.. now both my left thumb and index finger are bruised. and my knee got abrasion. yup. oh and i got many blue blacks. haha. the coach asked if i used to play basketball or netball. is that a sign? haha. anw.. this girl thinks i look like a j1. haha. and i think a lot of them thought that im a j1. haha. it must be my geek hair cut. hahaha. whatever.
aiya.. im now so confused. track or basketball? track and basketball?! i swear the j1s are damn enthu la.. which is a good sign.. but i dunno la. ultimately what's most important is my results. hmm... oh well.. whatever it is.. happy new year folks =)
Monday, January 19, 2004
10:02 PM
i love talking to pple. it is from conversations that we get to know the other person better. i love asking many pple for opinions on certain things, esp when im facing a problem. from these talks, we can tell alot about that person. im really grateful to all my friends who are willing to lend me a listening ear. i thank you guys for ya advices, accompany as well as for sharing my joy and unhappiness. dear friends... i really respect and admire you guys. may we continue walking down together our path of friendship. cheers mates =) love you guys lots.
Saturday, January 17, 2004
6:04 PM
i think im like sort of cursed these days. whenever i talked about someone, or just mention the name, the person would just appear. oh my gosh. this is kinda scary. maybe when i focused hard enough on something, that thing would come true. haha. ok crap. like some stupid movie. haha.
went back to school for that "volunteery" online test. oh man. gotta write essay and data analysis. my gosh. and my topic was about the twentieth century history. whoa i love history. and i just talked crap. anw.. it's just some experiment so who cares. they can think im an idiot.
Friday, January 16, 2004
10:32 PM
i saw this little thing flying across the sky. and behind it was a trail of smoke. a pretty sight. today was just like that day. a good way to end friday. =)
Thursday, January 15, 2004
11:05 PM
differences lead to unhappiness. unhappiness leads to provovation. provocation leads to conflict. there can never be peace when every one thinks differently. everyone has different priorities. there's no right or wrong.
how i wish something can take everything off my mind now. i just wanna sit down and appreciate the beauty of life. the beauty of tranquility. i just wanna observe, i just wanna listen, i just wanna be mesmerised by the beauty and forget about everything. i just wanna be in part of that beauty. i just wanna live in that beautiful life.
Monday, January 12, 2004
10:26 PM
tell me. if i should stay in track. convince me. that going training is good for me. encourage me. to work hard towards my goal. advice me. on what is the next step i should take. support me. for whatever decision i will come to make. hate me. for my selfishness. love me. for who i am.
Sunday, January 11, 2004
11:57 PM
i love the hugo boss new fragance for women. intense. it's really sweet-smelling. i absolutely adore it. so much so that everytime i walk pass a perfume shop, i would go in and get a sample of it.
i was at the airport today. and i demonstrated my love for it again. and introduced it to my family. my brother was like "since you like it, i'll buy it for you". my dad was like "what's its name? i'll get it for you". but i just refused to buy it. if i want it, i would have bought it a long time ago.
having ownership doesn't necessarily make us happy. admiring it would be good enough. to appreciate something is to regconise it's value. just because i love it, it doesn't mean that i want it.
Friday, January 09, 2004
9:01 PM
the thing about soccer is that whichever team that scores the most number of goals wins the game.
so you can just dominate the whole game and has 90% possesion of the ball but still lose the game. liverpool has proven that. they won chelsea 1-0. by luck or by hardwork? i don't know.
imagine ya team is playing fantastically. and your dribbling the ball towards the goal mouth. you are looking for ya team-mates to cross the ball, but all you see ten players of the oppposite team standby-ing in the box. and this defender comes up with a challenge, gets the ball, and blast it far away, like a pro rugger taking a penalty. and if the defender makes a bad tackler, his team would unite to form the invincible human wall, and would jump as high as possible to block the free-kick vision.
and this play continues for the whole 90 minutes of the game. and the only chance they win the game is that their "star" striker would be able to get to the ball which the defender has blasted, hoping that he would not be offside, dribble it into the box and slot it into the corner of the post, where the goalkeeper could not stretch. 1-0. and then for the rest of the game, they would just defend even harder. and now, with the striker going back to their own half to defend. the rest of the time would be spent by your team attacking and they blasting the ball. beep. there goes 90 minutes. 1-0 to the defenders.
that's liverpool. and that's what i call boring soccer.
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
6:40 PM
today training was just purely cross-country. warm up 2 rounds and then 8 rounds timing. sigh... i can't even complete that 8 rounds. the 2 rounds had already drained a quarter of my energy away. i feel so unfit. and i was running with my "stick-stick-stick".. and now i got a blister each on both feet.
there's mass pe on friday. oh no. i don't know if i can handle it. im so unfit now. the holidays indeed have a detrimental effect on me.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
9:19 PM
sigh. everyone has been telling me that i've put on weight. this is bad. i know it myself. and they are just reconfirming and reminding me about it. sigh. i shall just be discipline. i have to solve this emminent problem.
Monday, January 05, 2004
10:22 PM
i saw my eye candy today. i saw a rainbow today. i should be happy today. but i don't exactly feel that way.
Friday, January 02, 2004
11:08 PM
my new year resolution
01) to be a smart mugger
02) to get straight As
03) to eat less junk food
04) to develop a love for bio (or rather to just comprehend that subject)
05) to find my goal and work towards it
06) to be a good girl
07) to stop slacking
08) to build a friendly rapport with everyone
09) to settle the fun o rama thing
10) organise at least one SJI
Thursday, January 01, 2004
9:49 AM
happy new year folks! happy 2004. ok.. it just doesn't sound that happy and pleasant. sigh man.. school's restarting. j2. wow. ok.. no more slacking.. no more eye candies.. no more "scouting".. no more holland v.. no more life.
i think i can predict what my form teacher's gonna ask on the first day of school. "did you go for the sentosa countdown?" that's exactly what he asked last year. so exciting. so happening. im sure i'll go there for a foam bath. i so look forward to school.
went to cheryl's place yesterday for dinner. her house is super ulu. seriously. i swear the guys jumpers are damn lame. played connect 4. then pictionary. then bridge. i think my bridge is getting pro-er. or maybe they are just not very good players. oh well.
oh ya. yee von.. thanx for ya prezzie!! the first song is very cute.. and got qing tian!! though the song is like not properly burnt.. but it's ok. thanx dear. =)