Sunday, February 29, 2004
11:43 PM
quote of the day
"we spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give."
Thursday, February 26, 2004
8:31 PM
haven't been training at all this past whole week. it feels kinda weird. i wonder if i could still do mass pe tmr. i feel unfit. i think i've been eating way too much. this is bad.
have been coming home straight after school this week. just realised suddenly that it's already thursday. how fast time flies! the week always seem so long.. esp during normal school days plus trainings. oh well.. tmr is friday. chem prac!! hee =)
anw.. stupid weixiong was talking about stupid stuff before math lect and i didn't really get it. shall ask him about it tmr. bus 74 meeting feels very weird today. maybe because we are all too tired to carry a conversation. maybe we just didn't have anything to talk about.
oh and champions league's finally back!! watched it on wed morning. it's been a long time since i last woke up at 3.30am. couldn't really take it and was dozing off in the middle of the match. haha. but we won!! it was definitely worth that little sacrification of sleep. im looking forward to the next leg. =)
ok.. i shall return to mugger mode. oh great.. i think my relatives are here. wonderful.
Saturday, February 21, 2004
11:51 PM
Fun-O-Rama XVII
i guess i'll never forget fun o rama when i graduated from acjc. nevermind about the tiring preparations or the permanent damages done to my uniform, shoes and shorts. nevermind about the tedious planning and disagreements we had along the way. today was ultimately fun.
despite spending most of the time being at the games stall picking up balls, risking my life peeping over to SB1's side to find balls, counting scores and slogging under the cruel hot sun, it was enjoyable. esp the breaks i had with meiting! walking around the school, searching for cold drinks and air conditioned places. i drowned myself with lemonade and sprite ice. hub and hall became my favourite places.
everywhere was crowded. saw many pple =) my junior and cousins came! but i was too busy to entertain them... man i feel so guilty. went to the AH haunted house. wanted to go to the imperial tomb but i had no time =( AH haunted house was just hilarious. i couldn't stop laughing when i came out.
siwei's tiramisu is damn nice. i conclude: siwei can cook. haha. the dunking machine is so not exciting. and this arts guy bought my tarepanda for $50. tickets are like banana notes man. everyone is just spending it like no one's business.
the scones cafe feels so sconish and stone. everyone was just staring at me when i went in. anw.. all along weixiong thought that this guy i told him about was another person. that's really funny. we have been talking about 2 completely different person for the past whole month. dumb.
it's really sad that the spongebob banner and board can only be displayed for a day. we gave our heart and soul to it. i hope we can raise a decent amount of money. man. can't believe i got to count it on monday. im so tired.
Friday, February 13, 2004
11:41 PM
just for you
im sitting right here watching you
im sitting right here admiring you.
im sitting right here thinking about you
im sitting right here missing you.
im sitting right here supporting you
im sitting right here just for you.
im sitting right here away from you
im sitting right here alone without you.
im sitting right here smiling at you
im sitting right here waiting for you.
happy valentine's day friends!! hope you guys have a great day =)
Friday, February 06, 2004
10:25 PM
reflections for the day
today is a day filled with mixed feelings for me. had some happy moments and received some saddening news. its really painful to see someone in need of help and yet you don't know what you can do for them. i felt useless and guilty.
went for track training after chem prac. the skies were grey and the wind was strong. the weather really depicted my mood. didn't know that there was basketball today too. i hate it when things clash. warmed up in the rain and did some drills. the run and the rain made me felt slightly better.
i just stood there and watch them jump as i wonder what i was doing at the pit. sometimes i really wonder why im still in jumps. went to basketball after that. play a few practices and then with the guys. they are really good.
there's gp terms tmr. crap. shall sleep early tonight. wish me luck.
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
9:48 PM
i think im avoiding a decision that i should make. i keep having this mindset that the solution that im searching for would soon appear. but the question is when? i've overlooked the fact that meanwhile i lead on this "unplanned" life of mine, im actually tiring myself, and sacrificing some things. but does it worth the sacrification of certain things?
i've come to realise that sometimes in life, it's not about doing what you like, but rather what's right. but now, who is to judge what's right and what's wrong? my mind is in a state of ambivalence. i shall let my heart lead me to wherever it thinks is best for me.
quote of the day
"the intellect is always fooled by the heart".
Monday, February 02, 2004
5:00 PM
i love this new template!! it's so nice! blue and black. the best combination. just like my blueblacks. haha. any comments about my new template? haha. anw.. does anyone knows how to change the font colour for the tagboard titles? i can't do it!!
Sunday, February 01, 2004
6:13 PM
i just saw a rainbow. it's the prettiest rainbow i've ever seen. it's a full arch stretched across the bright blue sky. real beauty. took a few shots of it. but sadly, good things never last. the dark clouds came and it faded. =(
oh well.. i got a gp essay to write on the arts and culture. man.. this is definitely not my topic. i need a muse. no i think i need the information. crap. shall think about the points later. luckily tmr's a public holiday. grinz. had 2 essays over the long weekend to do. crap. im beginning to feel like a j2. oh well.. hope i'll do well for this econs essay. i've yet to pass one econs essay. crap. anw.. i think my tutor did not return this essay which we wrote last year. haha. did he?
anw.. my friend came up with the idea of having gp 'b' syllabus. i think it makes sense. if there's chinese b and malay b, why ain't there gp b. i'll gladly opt for that man.