Sunday, May 14, 2006
1:12 AM
i think you guys must be thinking im mad already... since i've been blogging about weird stuffs. oh well.. just random thoughts i guess. let me focus on happy things this time. big bro is coming over to london tmr for a meeting. yayness! but of all times he have to come now. oh well.. family over exams right? i should have dinner with him tmr. alright i shall plan my revision well tmr so that i can have a good dinner with him. life still goes on with or without exams. so i shall not deprive myself of a good meal. hahaha. but what a waste, 2nd bro is going on holiday tonight. aiii.
anw.. champs league is on wed! its a must watch for me. like what philip says, it's only exams! (ya right im sure i can take it so lightly. i bet exams will be on the back of my mind the whole time while watching the match. sux.) hmmm meanwhile i look forward to thurs.. then i can take a short break and then start on gy and stats. have been ignoring them for a long time. not good. but what to do? hahaha.
hmm... i've posted a letter last friday but i doubt it has reached singapore on time. if not my mum would have called me right? and for a moment i thought i heard someone shouting my name, like how my brother would call for me back at home. hai. im too bored here la. hahaha.
Friday, May 12, 2006
4:37 AM
time
it's pretty funny how my perception of time changes during the mugging period. though i just had lunch with my brother today, it feels as though it was a long time ago. i think staying alone in the hall room for too long can make one go mad. it can be rather depressing too. i once had this theory that if a person doesn't talk for a long period of time, he/she might become a voluntary mute. haha. ok out of point. and its quite funny how i can read something the day before and the next day it feels like i have read it a long time ago. i think its because i dont do much activities now and thus i feel that time has become 'longer'. im going mad. haha.
Monday, May 08, 2006
7:14 AM
hello. im still alive.. haven't killed myself for not being able to solve a stats prob. anw.. i just needed to spill things out. mugging life here can be quite boring after a while.. especially since there's no straits times to read in the morning, no tv to destress, nobody to disturb, no space to walk (my room is pathetically small) and no one to ask questions when in doubt. hahaha. but this pathetic lifestyle will only last for a while so i think i should be able to hang on.
anw.. mood spoiler things aside. today is the last day of epl! it's a pity that i didn't catch any match today.. coz i bet all the matches showing today are super exciting.. esp those relegation fighting matches. haha. and i missed king henry's hat-trick! aiiii. i hope we keep up on this form and i shall hope for the best for champs league finals. and since we EARNED the 4th place, i hope people dont say things like they hope arsenal lose so that THAT team can qualify. what crap. it's totally irrelevant.
anw.. i shall keep my hopes high and have faith in both myself and arsenal. haha =)
Saturday, May 06, 2006
9:12 AM
i just took forever to do a stats paper. which is bad. im quite low in confidence these few days. which make things worse. maybe i need to do an easy paper to boost my confidence level but i will only be cheating myself. sigh. im worrying about everything and nothing. it doesnt feel good. things just dont feel right. its as though every night im just sleeping on the problems and accumulating them and hoping that they will go away. and on good days i wake up feeling all things are good again and its a brand new day. i admit that i have insecurities.. maybe a slight confidence problem. oh well.. what to do i might just die in my own hands. hahaha.
im seriously blabbering coz this whole entire entry is incoherent. it doesnt make sense. i dont make sense. haha. im just venting it out. ignore me.