Saturday, June 30, 2007
11:57 PM
despite having a driving licence, i actually preferred to be driven around. ok that is a very tai-tai thing to say.. but driving can be really frustrating. imagine a road packed with cars and inconsiderate drivers, and the hot humid weather only makes things worse. argh.. and i admit that i wide turn when the road is empty.. and that is rather dangerous. hahaha. i think im not driving enough because i dont know the roads in singapore well at all! or maybe its because the roads have been changing so much that i no longer regconised them. i got lost after East Coast Highway while driving to vivo today. Should have taken the old way but I decided to take the new flyover.. only to realise that I have hit ECP. yaaa so stupid right. argh. but I got to see the pretty view while driving past marina bay. IR better be successful.. otherwise I dare not imagine how the singapore economy would become.
anw.. i figured that i should drive more and venture beyond my comfort zone. i really dont know the roads well in singapore. but if given great weather, i would prefer to walk rather than drive. its always more enjoyable to walk alone quitely while peering into stores and spending some quality time alone thinking about things, smiling to myself occassionally. sigh.. im starting to miss the streets of london.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
12:41 AM
after doing some reflections, i realised that i am emotionally childish. my mind is filled with too much contradictory thoughts and naive ideas, and i am very embarassed by my own quick-temperedness. my inability to hold my temper against my parents is probably my greatest flaw, and it is also the hardest to change. i keep telling myself that i wanna be a better daughter, but i just embarassed myself and my dad in front of the family over dinner just now. just because i couldnt take the tauntings from my brother. dad was probably right that it is good that i vent it out, because then it shows that i dont hide my character, because he feels that those who do not reveal their emotions are those who hide their true selfs. oh well.. the thing is, i could have and should have handled my emotions better.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
11:24 AM
everything changes.
just wanna blog about the fact that im back so to all friends who still read my blog, please call me out (and scold me if you want) if I haven't already contacted you. will update again.
everything changes. but i still feel the same =)