Tuesday, December 25, 2007
2:05 AM
Dear all
First of all, I would like to say a big THANK YOU to everyone (esp Uncle Andy) who has made my 21st birthday so wonderful. I really appreciate all the lovely presents and treats. Heartfelt thanks to those who had sent me their well-wishes from all over the world, as well as to those who took the time and effort to plan for my birthday dinner surprise, and The Surprise behind all surprises. It wouldn't have been perfect without you guys.
I apologise for the lack of emails/messages from my part and I promise to make it up after the holidays/when I'm back in Singapore. You guys are definitely not forgotten, it's just that I have been too narcissistic and caught up with my own life. If you do not hear from me, do send me a 'chiding' email. Or I will send one to you soon. Haha.
Finally, I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Try to get enchanted this Christmas and do make the best out of the remaining days of 2007. Happy holidays everyone!
Many Thanks and Regards
Michelle
"where you find friends, there you find riches" - Plauto
Sunday, December 16, 2007
7:22 PM
There have been decisions that I have made in life which have upset people, and I am really very sorry to have put them in difficult positions. It's not that I don't think for them, but it's appears that I always get my priorities wrong. Maybe, I don't always get my priorities right. I am wrong
Its sad that my actions have actually caused so much distress to the people whom I hold dear to. Sometimes I feel like they don't know me, or rather they don't trust me, yet how different can people who live in the same house and share similar likings/habits and even genes and blood types be?
Only recently till a friend commented that it was generation gap that it finally hit me why it's difficult at times for me to put my point across and why we don't always agree with one another. I know I make mistakes. and I feel horrible about them. But please dont view me this way. It really hurts to be seen as defiant, stubborn, immature and selfish.
but what is right?
Thursday, December 13, 2007
7:44 AM
2 more days to the start of xmas break. cant wait. am supposed to do readings for tmr's class but im not motivated to do them at all. sigh. i hope tmr's morning classes will pass by quickly. am looking forward to shopping. its like catching up with a long lost pal. i think i've been deprived for too long. my bro thinks im have no life. i spend too much time trying to be a nerd. how ineffective is that.
oh this reminds me of something funny that i found out over the summer. do you know the difference between a nerd and a geek? apparently, a geek is the smarter version of a nerd. because he uses his intelligence to make money. how cool is that. hahaha. at the end of the day, they still belong the same category. oh well.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
8:02 AM
words are the most lethal weapons on earth. because they pierce right through your heart and can never be withdrawn.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
7:25 AM
today seems like one of the days where everything seems to be not right. not that things are bad, just that they can be better.
while walking back home from the tube station this morning, the wind was so strong that it blew my earphones off from my ears. and i started wondering how bad xmas would be and whether it was a mistake to not fly back this time round. perhaps im just not layering enough. on the side track.. im getting bored of my wardrobe already. i need some retail therapy.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
8:43 AM
i can't wait for michaelmas term to end. but before that i still got to clear 1 more presentation and essay. havent wrote a social policy essay since last may, and i wonder if i will be able to churn out 1500 words on global social policy. so far, all the essays that i have written this term are all about myself. gosh. the personal statement is yet to be finalised and i am determined to get it done by this weekend.
time is not a luxury that i have, and i cannot afford to procrastinate anymore. look at where laziness has led me to. bah. i need to focus. i am tired. but i dont seem to be getting enough sleep/rest. give me the kit-kat.